Days have gone by, and things have only gotten worse-I don't even know what to do anymore, I feel more alone than ever right now. Have you ever gotten upset without even knowing why, well thats been my entire day and somehow my boyfriend puts up with it, though i'll be lucky if hes not cheating on me, I didn't think I deserved him anyway...my best friend is pissed at me and my boyfriend probably can't wait until he can go home. I just feel like I have no one to talk to and Im trying not to show how bad this has gotten, but my wall that I try to maintain isn't stable anymore-my cracks and scars are shining through, and I can't take it anymore.